Wednesday · 星期三

Prayer, a Watch, and a Great God

When the Pressure Rises

祷告、守望,和那位大而可畏的神

当压力升高的时候

English
Nehemiah 4:7-14 (NKJV)
Now it happened, when Sanballat, Tobiah, the Arabs, the Ammonites, and the Ashdodites heard that the walls of Jerusalem were being restored and the gaps were beginning to be closed, that they became very angry, and all of them conspired together to come and attack Jerusalem and create confusion. Nevertheless we made our prayer to our God, and because of them we set a watch against them day and night. Then Judah said, "The strength of the laborers is failing, and there is so much rubbish that we are not able to build the wall." And our adversaries said, "They will neither know nor see anything, till we come into their midst and kill them and cause the work to cease." So it was, when the Jews who dwelt near them came, that they told us ten times, "From whatever place you turn, they will be upon us." Therefore I stationed some people at the lowest places behind the wall, at the openings; and I stationed the people according to their families, with their swords, their spears, and their bows. And I looked, and arose and said to the nobles, to the leaders, and to the rest of the people, "Do not be afraid of them. Remember the Lord, great and awesome, and fight for your brethren, your sons, your daughters, your wives, and your houses."
Reading 1

Pray and Post a Guard

A team lead in Petaling Jaya learns in one week that a rival vendor, a procurement delay, and a regulator's query have landed together. Each one can be managed; together they feel coordinated. She's standing where Nehemiah stood in verses 7 and 8, when Sanballat, Tobiah, the Arabs, the Ammonites, and the Ashdodites heard the gaps in the wall were closing, and all of them conspired to attack and create confusion. Anger was gathering from every side.

Verse 9 answers in a single sentence with two verbs: we made our prayer to our God, and... we set a watch against them day and night. Prayer and the guard go up together.

She does both before lunch. She prays in her office with the door closed, and she calls a ten-minute check-in with her team every day.

Faith that prays also posts a guard.

Reading 2

Remember the Lord

Then the pressure moves inside. Judah says the strength of the laborers is failing and there's so much rubbish they can't build. The tiredness was real, and so was the rubble. Meanwhile the enemy talks of a surprise attack, and the Jews living near them pass along the warning ten times over. The Hebrew of verse 12 is hard and translations differ; every one of them carries the repeated warnings.

Nehemiah responds in three steps. He stations families at the lowest places with swords, spears, and bows; he looks over the people; he rises and says, Do not be afraid of them. Remember the Lord, great and awesome, and fight for your brethren, your sons, your daughters, your wives, and your houses.

The team lead's own people tell her they're exhausted and the backlog has no end. She agrees out loud that it's heavy, puts her people side by side, reminds them who the work protects, and points them to the Lord who is larger than the backlog.

When the rubble looks larger than our strength, we look up before we look around.

Reflect

  1. Where has the rubble grown larger than your strength this month, and who beside you is saying so out loud?
  2. Who will you stand beside this week, and what post will you keep for their sake?

Pray

Lord, the pressure has come from outside and from inside, and some days I can't tell which is louder. Today I pray and I post a guard: I bring you the list, and I set the hours that protect the work. Remind me whenever the rubble grows that you are great and awesome. Put me beside the people I'm meant to stand with, and let me stand for them. Give honest words to the tired and ears to hear them. I trust that you see the wall better than I do. Amen.

中文
尼希米记 4:7-14(和合本)
参巴拉、多比雅与亚拉伯人、亚扪人、亚实突人听见修造耶路撒冷城墙,已经修补,破裂之处渐渐堵塞,就甚发怒,大家同谋,要来攻击耶路撒冷,使城内扰乱。然而,我们向我们的神祈祷,又因他们的缘故,派人看守,昼夜防备。犹大人说:"扛抬的人力气已经衰败,又有许多尘土,我们不能修造城墙了。"我们的敌人说:"趁他们不知不觉,我们进入他们中间,杀他们,使工作止息。"靠近仇敌居住的犹大人从各处来见我们十次,说:"你们必须回到我们那里去。"所以我使百姓按着家族,拿刀、拿枪、拿弓,站在城墙后边低洼空旷之处。我察看了,就起来对贵胄、官长和其余的人说:"不要怕他们!当记念主是大而可畏的,要为你们的弟兄、儿女、妻子、家产争战。"
阅读一

祷告,也派人看守

八打灵再也一位团队主管,一周之内同时遇上竞争对手的报价、采购的延误,还有监管机构的来函。逐件来看,都处理得了;凑在一起,却像是有人联手安排。她站的位置,正是尼希米在第7、8节所站之处:参巴拉、多比雅、亚拉伯人、亚扪人、亚实突人听见城墙的破口渐渐堵塞,就大家同谋,要来攻击,使城内扰乱。怒气从四面八方聚拢。

第9节用一句话回答,里面有两个动作:"我们向我们的神祈祷,又……派人看守,昼夜防备。"祷告和守望一同升起。

她在午饭前两样都做了。她关起办公室的门祷告,又每天召集团队开十分钟的简短会议。

会祷告的信心,也会派人守望。

阅读二

当记念主

接着压力转到了里面。犹大人说,扛抬的人力气衰败,尘土又多,我们修不成了。这份疲惫是真的,碎石堆也是真的。与此同时,敌人谈论着趁其不备的突袭,靠近敌人居住的犹大人一次又一次从各处赶来,带来警告与催促,和合本说是"十次"。第12节的希伯来文难解,各译本措辞不同,而那一再到来的催促,是每个译本共有的。

尼希米分三步回应。他把各家安排在城墙后边最低之处,手执刀、枪、弓;他察看众人;然后站起来说:"不要怕他们!当记念主是大而可畏的,要为你们的弟兄、儿女、妻子、家产争战。"

这位主管手下的人对她说,大家都累坏了,积压的工作看不到尽头。她当着众人的面承认这确实沉重,把大家并肩安排在一起,提醒他们这份工作护着谁,又把他们的眼目引向那位比积压的工作更大的主。

碎石堆看起来比我们的力量更大的时候,先抬头,再环顾四周。

思考

  1. 这个月,碎石堆在哪里长得比你的力量更大?你身旁有谁大声说出了同样的感受?
  2. 这一周你要站在谁的身旁?为了他,你要守住哪一个岗位?

祷告

主啊,压力从外面来,也从里面来,有些日子我分不清哪一个声音更大。今天我祷告,也派人守望:我把清单带到你面前,也定下那些保护这份工作的时间。每当碎石堆长高,求你提醒我,你是大而可畏的。把我安置在该与我并肩的人身旁,也让我为他们站岗。赐诚实的话给疲惫的人,也赐能听的耳朵。我信靠你,你看这道城墙,比我看得清楚。阿们。